TO my husband: I 'm so sorry bcoz I Love U...which feeling is from my heart... I 'm so sorry...I should use my heart to treat u ... then made myself unhappy........ are u care of me ?? actually??? are u still angry w/ me bcoz I forgot to turn on the sound ring?? am I wrong... u said u might leave at around 2300?? is any problems of my ears???? did u heard that i was unhappy of my job?? are u my husband... are u listen to me>??? y everybody ignore me always ... ami any problems?? Yes !!!!!11 I am /.......... but ..Shit!!!!!!! fact ,, i really dun want to say any excuite for mine...... but i rally try my best to correct it & change my mind to make all things smooothly...& happy w/ my LKH...for many many times..... it was hard... but i still try time time after i lost....... i dun want to be that fucking image rigth now ... btu no one can tell me what an i should do????or any suggestions... so tired ... really tired ..poorly no choice . u are my husband...but do u know the above things of me?? sorry ...no...& never...even i told u much times b4............... feeling hurt.. no one can borrow em ears...no one want to be my listener... just leave me alone ... hten enjoy their live...their tv programme...food...snacks..etc.. y u dun ask me any question???even u knew i am feeling down.... y ?? y?? no ans... & no voice...... what do u treat me? really a wife?? or others......shit?? who am I? haha Just a fucking boot shit Girl.. & living w/ all the worst..............until die..... when?? maybe coming very soon.... & I hope that date can come asap... I dun want to wait anymore.. so tired..but still alive........ Oh¬ my God.. sorry for all of ur bless... i dun want u to forgive me.. I just want u to bless all ppl who I know .....plz......to replace all mistakes i made...& Can u let them to follow u & to be a Christain.. sorry i cant do any things more.. i must nto stop my live myself... but i hope u to do that asap .. i am too tired & feeling so hangry of mine....... feeling lonely even sby is next to me......... keep going...and then.....keep going.........that is............ | 
